a few weeks
A few weeks
In my recent life update, I shared the fun news about our move to a rural community in Montana, where I serve part-time as a hospital chaplain. We are enjoying the rhythm of family, work, and hobbies but also are eager for warmer weather and swimming in the lake.
In a few weeks, I will defend my dissertation and, prayerfully, walk away with my Doctor of Ministry in Scripture, Spirituality, and Leadership at Northeastern Seminary. In 2018, I first enrolled at Fuller Theological Seminary to earn (the unfortunately nicknamed degree) a D.Min. Initially, I wanted to focus on theological narratives that shape Pentecostal student experiences, having been working at a Pentecostal university. But, as time and distance began to grow, I had, in some ways, walked away from the desire to serve in university settings. For that decision, I have one of my Fuller professors to thank.
As we moved and changed jobs, working in organizations of various sizes and complexity, I rekindled my early love for the church and deep desire to serve people in proximity. Having moved to Montana, I serve at a hospital in a community of 5,000 people with a reach of about 8,000 in total. One of my favorite things is to sit and listen to the stories of patients and their families.
In a small, critical-access hospital, I serve in various settings. Mondays are with new caregivers oriented to the hospital. Tuesday is with our cancer patients. Wednesday and the rest of the week are on the Medical/Surgical floor. And at any time, I may be called in for a trauma or a code. I've come to love this work, and I enjoy serving Montanans.
In a few weeks, I'll have achieved one of my dreams: earning a doctoral degree. As I've shared in various circles, the question invariably is, "What are you going to do with your degree?" I have been asked this question in four different seasons of life. At first, it was my high school graduation. Then, I went to California Lutheran University and transferred to Azusa Pacific University, first for music and then for biblical studies. It was after my bachelor's; where was I headed next? I am grateful to have had the chance for a scholarship to continue my studies at Azusa Pacific. In 2015, the question came up again: what will I do with my master's? First Fuller, a short break, then to Northeastern.
Each time, I always alluded to the next degree, job, or location. But this time, after almost a six-year journey, I will just serve my local community. We feel the uniqueness of our situation. We don't have to go on to the next big thing.
In my work as a chaplain, Christ is in the small things. Sometimes, it's a simple act of bringing ice water to a family who lost a loved one. Other times, it is a warm blanket for a patient who is cold from their IV treatment. Sometimes it's prayer. It's always laughter. Christ is present in the borderlands between this life and the life to come.
It is my hope you can find your way out of the hustle. It is my prayer you can find moments in the presence of peace.